現実認識: Accepting reality.
I feel much more stable already, though a little sad. There are better reasons for doing things than "because I want to." Especially when other people are involved. I am resolved to throwing myself into the job search, finding a great job and building a great life for Yumi and I. No regrets of the past or fear of the future. I love my wife, love Chicago, love my neighborhood. I am glad I have good friends and family. When I make a list there isn't much I have to be sad about.